Life is sparkly

Heeeey there

well, our computers still broken, but there taking it away to be fixed tomorrow. Also have to see a dentist tomorrow. I actually like my dentist. I like having my teeth checked. I just hate having braces tightend.

Went to two parties over the weekend. The first one was Seths 15th. Sleepover. Basically, 12 people, 10 stayed the night, four coupled out of these 12. So basically, I was lying on the floor... to my left a couple were making out... to my right, a couple were making out... and so on. Oh and I only had one hours sleep.
I also got a cold.
Saturday was Emilys, which was really nice. I was all set to leave an hour after I got there as 1: I thought it'd be a bit awkaward as I hardly know her friends, and 2: I was SO tired and illllll. But it was really fun. Her friends seem really nice. Especially Alice, she is so much like me it's weird. Only she's terrifingly nice.

I can half do Butterfly stroke now. And I can do back and front. Go me. Went swimming with Amy today.

Byebye

So my internet is broken again. This time it's the hardrive, and we have to wait upto 28 days for them to fix it. So wahey for internet cafes. It's really annoying, because I seriously need internet access to run my weird little life. It's sad but true.

I can swim seven laps of backstroke. So aparently I can do 25 yards.
Wahey.

I can float now.
Wahey.

A rather differen't set of friends, ahhhhh, a oyster from a oyster stew, a steak that no one else could chew...

ahem.
Yeeeah.

Honey I get it now, it was a game
don't worry, I understand completely
don't worry dear, I know your not in love
don't worry, my heart isin't really breaking
a aching limb, will go away.
It's not as if I look at your pictures
and trace each one with adoring eyes
it's not like I miss you at all
it's not like I go to bed and cry
oh, and it's not like I even really care
our connection was never really there
please don't treat me with an ounce of pity
even though, I know, you wouldn't anyway.
There are two differen't types of people in this world
the ones who cry, and the ones who go on smiling
the ones who cry get tiresome and no one likes them
the ones who smile are given genuine love
isin't that so? yes or no?
Being real isin't even that important
who cares about true happiness, anyway?
What matters is what everyone see's
maybe someday, I'll feel it inside
but not today. well that's ok.
I'll laugh and smile and be happy for you
hell, I knew you two were made for eachother
and of course, I'm oh so very happy
it's not as if I wish she would die.
Your costumes complimeant eachother
it's cute, in a way,
so much better than I could have been
still, maybe, some day...

Baby, nothings real
so don't pretend
you, my dear,
my sweet lovley friend
you know it's just a silly game
of make believe, to stop the pain
your just a body to pass the time
is that really such a horrible crime?
You spin me tales of love and hope
when all I want is a quick grope
you try to mix feelings and emotions
but honey, we're just going through the motions
you know I'd drop you in five seconds flat
if I found the one I really wanted
baby, it's harsh, it's sad, but it's true
I'll never be in love with you.
Let's just play games, even if
I leave without a goodbye kiss
it won't hurt too much
trust me, you'll live
you'll find someone with more to give
and you'll live life with a happy smile
I'm just a five minute walk of a long, long mile
please don't bother, don't pretend
I was only using you, my friend.
Emotions trickle in to late
the universe laughs at your sad fate
you see the one you never wanted
somehow shown in new light
you see the one you left behind
and you wish you could just rewind
back the the very first day
say something differen't, maybe?
Let's rewind, you see, I was wrong
it was you I wanted all along.
But it's too late, grow up and see
it would never have been you and me
like I said, it's all a game to pass the time
think of me as a drug, or a glass or wine
oh, it can be so much fun
but see what a silly thing you've done
you need someone real, living and breathing
not spending their lives in hateful decieving
I know your happy now, well good for you
and to hell with it, I'm happy to.
spinning lies everyday
hell, it's fun in a ... sort of way
of course I want to be real
try as I might, I still feel
but real emotions can be misleading
it's all, like me, oh so decieving
please don't let me mess up your life
go away, with your pretty real wife
she's happy, and oh, she loves you so
for gods sake, I'm fine, please just go
the cycle will never end you see
I know your going to be so happy
please don't think I'll take it away
or that I'll think of you everyday
it's in the past, no, it's not a lie
hell, it's not like I want to cry.

Wahey.

I'm so happy I could just dance and sing. Ooh I love my life.

If you can't read the sarcarsim I pity you.

I can swim with arms now. I can do that front crawl thing properly. I still can't breath very well, but I can open my eyes under water, do a star float and stuff.

Some lifeguard told me how to do my arms.

Torchwood today. <3

They wouldn't let me into the Sauna. I had to be over 16.
Screw them.
Adam G's party was ok. Not exactly a rave up (hah!) but meh. We played a board game. Oh god I'm so cool.

I want to go to a Sauna tomorrow.

I've never been to a Sauna.

I'm ill again. Fan-freakin tastic. I went swimming and refused to swim without the thing. Meh. You know when you know you should and can do something but you just cannot make yourself do it?
On the plus side I'm getting on better with my mum. We still argue about everything and anything, but it's starting to be more... close. Like I randomly started having a conversation with her about boys. Something I hardly ever talked to her about.

Club and dance tomorrow. Wa-hoo.

I'm going to go and watch Everybody Hates Chris.

byebye