http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/Ok. So this is the life and times of me. Or not. It's actaully random talk of rather pointless things whenever I feel like it.If you want to read read on.en-EUMokoFeed10http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/39/87bf8d7d5ebb8cfc58f40a68eb950d_160x200.jpghttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/09/11/my-life-as-it-is-now-4713282/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-09-11:/2008/09/11/my-life-as-it-is-now-4713282/Thu, 11 Sep 2008 14:28:45 +0200 <p>I'd almost forgotten I had a blog.</p> <p>Soooo my life since what was happening the last time I wrote?</p> <p>I'm going to part time college for ICT shortcourse, Inter-personal skills (you have to play lots of games and talk about your feelings), and Psychology. I'm also doing English Lit, Maths (Oh god), Classical Civ and Sociology. I can't do Science sadly as it's on the same day as Brownies, and I need brownies for my Duke of Edinborough. Still, I'll probably do that GCSE next year at the same time as doing A levals for other stuff.</p> <p>Anything is possible at college.</p> <p>No, you don't really need GCSE's, yes there are lots of altnernatives, why the hell aren't I going to school when I really have no reason not to be there, and why am I bothering when I really want to be an actor. Why the hell am I trying to be a Psychologist when you need maths for it? AND WHY THE HELL IS A HOME SCHOOLER ATTEMPTING COURSEWORK?!<br> I have no idea. The main reason is that EVERYONE is doing GCSE's, and as much as you might not need them, you might find out you do. And why not? Why not be stressed out with everyone else?<br> We're teenagers. Let's waste our youths with exams!</p> <p>Also if I don't stress about the exams I'll do better in the exams.<br> Must-Not-Stress.</p> <p>Amanda Palmer funeral advertising on sunday. Wahey.</p> <p>Whitby Folk week was fun.</p> <p>I honestly have no time for pre-teen drama or people who are obessed with the latest stupid little gossip. When your only friends with 12 year olds m'dear, maybe you can't help it. But I refuse to be part of your world. I won't accept your hate. It means nothing to me.</p> <p>Of course the fact I can hardly add up is going to make my Maths GCSE very hard indeed, but I WILL learn maths in a year damnit.</p> <p>My ICT teacher asked me where I got my writing skills from.</p> <p>I REALLY want a job.</p> <p>I can't write essays.<br> AND I DON'T SEEM TO BE LEARNING ANYTHING!<br> Maybe I should just live in a hut. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/09/11/my-life-as-it-is-now-4713282/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/09/11/my-life-as-it-is-now-4713282/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/07/07/argh-4414821/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-07-07:/2008/07/07/argh-4414821/Mon, 07 Jul 2008 13:06:28 +0200 <p>Well hesfes was...<br> yu-huh.</p> <p>I'm going to Whitby Folk week.<br> Thank god for the summer holidays.<br> I just want a break from stupid pathetic drama.<br> Seriously.<br> Just grow up.<br> We're not on one of those Teen TV shows.<br> And your not a little perfect saint.<br> So just go away.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/07/07/argh-4414821/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/07/07/argh-4414821/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/06/18/hoome-4330091/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-06-18:/2008/06/18/hoome-4330091/Wed, 18 Jun 2008 05:10:58 +0200 <p>Why hello.</p> <p>I'm in Sydney Airport. In an hour I'll be on the Plane going to Singapoor, stay there for a night, and then go home. It's sad in a way, but I cannot wait to go hooome. I want my Tranpoleaaaan and all my stufff and my boooks and Itunes and frieends <img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>See you soooon</p> <p>xxxx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/06/18/hoome-4330091/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/06/18/hoome-4330091/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/05/28/yodle-4233947/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-05-28:/2008/05/28/yodle-4233947/Wed, 28 May 2008 03:00:16 +0200 <p>Ok, well I am in a Internet Cafe in The Entrance, Australia, and I have about three minutes left. So howdy people.</p> <p>Australia is fun.</p> <p>Love you people</p> <p>xxx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/05/28/yodle-4233947/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/05/28/yodle-4233947/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/05/14/stuff-4173133/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-05-14:/2008/05/14/stuff-4173133/Wed, 14 May 2008 14:48:29 +0200 <p>First of all, I have to say I LOVE firefox. It's so FAST. Compaired to using AOL, it's amazing.</p> <p>I threw away all my old makeup today. That includes all my foundation. Now all I have is a bit of eye shadow and some eyeliner. And some lipstick. No matter what some strang oddballs seem to think, I don't hate makeup. I still wear eyeshadow sometimes and occasionally I brave putting on eyeliner (it never goes quite right, but I try). I don't think makeup makes people any prettier, because it doesen't change your face. The whole "your ugly if you don't use makeup" crap is stupid. If your ugly, makeup won't help. It only shows off what you already have.<br> I had that makeup for about three years. I'm sure it must be toxic or something. Probably a health hazzard.</p> <p>In other news, the Duke of Edinborough expedition is this weekend. The practise was last weekend. It was horrible. Or rather, the walking was horrible. We did the crate challenge in pairs (I won!!! Amy was my partner, and even though we hadn't ever done it before and were terrified, we won!<img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0">), and we did a obstical course in teams in the dark at night. It was good.</p> <p>I'm volunteering with Brownies on Wednesday for my DOE service.</p> <p>Annnd... next Wednesday Australia! For a month. Then one week. Then Hesfes. And all my days up till hesfes are booked. I'm reallly looking forward to when this is all over and I can read fanfiction, read books, listen to music, and make plans spontaniously instead of planning well into advance.</p> <p>My room looks so much better now. You know when sometimes peoples rooms kind of reflect them. Mine does that a little bit now. It feels like a proper ROOM, instead of just a place, if you vaguely understand me.</p> <p>Anyways, byebye </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/05/14/stuff-4173133/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/05/14/stuff-4173133/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/05/06/i-m-actuall-growing-up-slightly-very-sli-4140951/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-05-06:/2008/05/06/i-m-actuall-growing-up-slightly-very-sli-4140951/Tue, 06 May 2008 23:38:32 +0200 <p>Jesus christ. I am, even if it is very small and slightly pathetic, growing up slightly.</p> <p>That is, today I took all the books off another of my bookshelves, dusted it (jeesssuuus. It's a wonder things weren't growing behind it!) and then put all the books I'll never read again in a crate, and put all the vaguely read-able books back on the bookshelf. </p> <p>I actually have loooads of books. Concidering I have three proper five shelf book shelves and have books on another three shelfs of other things, and even then their are books stacked ontop of the lines, that might be slightly obvious. </p> <p>But I haven't really been reading properly for ages.<br> Now, it might be slightly sad that I still had Goosebump books on my bookshelf, but when I had to take them down I was vaguely panicky. I LOVED the Goosebump books. And all my sleepover books. What the hell was I suppost to do without reading about the slightly boring lives of ten year olds?</p> <p>But it's sad but true that, while I still love teeny angsty books, I am slightly too old for the pre-teen version.</p> <p>I actually have a lot of un-read books that look good. And for some reason I have a LOT of classics.</p> <p>Anyway. One more bookshelf to go and I will have new, slightly more adult, and dust free, bookshelves. Hopefully the space cleared from taking away my beloved Goosebumps will take the books that are stacked on the place where I keep my hairbrush and shit into the real bookworld.</p> <p>Ahem. Jesus. That must have been the most boring thing I've ever writen.<br> ANYWAY</p> <p>Duke of E. I got a huge rucksack that I had to carry on the bus and tube. Going away for the trial expedition on saturday. then the real thing the next weekend. And then the following Wednesday I get to go to Australia. I'm looking foward to the plane more than the actual place tbh.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/05/06/i-m-actuall-growing-up-slightly-very-sli-4140951/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/05/06/i-m-actuall-growing-up-slightly-very-sli-4140951/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/05/04/mwah-4131109/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-05-04:/2008/05/04/mwah-4131109/Sun, 04 May 2008 20:47:45 +0200 <p>haha, well got my book signed for shooting. I won't be doing shooting anymore. Infact, shooting has stopped alltogether and I already miss it. Even though I didn't like it at the time.</p> <p>Expedition next weekend. And the next. and then Australia.</p> <p>w00t t00t t00t.</p> <p>I'm seriously scarily busy this month.</p> <p>and now everyones decided they want me in their lives.<br> Seriously. Get better timing people.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/05/04/mwah-4131109/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/05/04/mwah-4131109/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/04/22/w00t-4081323/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-04-22:/2008/04/22/w00t-4081323/Tue, 22 Apr 2008 22:57:16 +0200 <p>w00t. Intermediate Swimming class.</p> <p>Duke of Edinborough meeting today. We're doing the Expedition next month, the weekend before I'm going to Australia. And Watership down this sunday.<br> Jesus today has been tiring.</p> <p>Happy couples are all very well, but do they need to rub their happiness at you? Especially when you /really/ like their boyfriend?<br> Ah well.</p> <p>byebye </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/04/22/w00t-4081323/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/04/22/w00t-4081323/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/04/12/my-bloggle-4033915/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-04-12:/2008/04/12/my-bloggle-4033915/Sat, 12 Apr 2008 13:32:17 +0200 <p>Why hello there.</p> <p>I'm not sure how I managed to suddenly get Blog friends. But *shrug*. Ah well.</p> <p>Well, my weeks been alright. I'm finally half way through my essay, my dad is practising a speach in the other room (very loudly), and yarr. We did drabbled in GCSE club. I happen to love drabbles. It was very good.<br> We're using my room as a fridge because aparently it's cold and our fridge is defrosting.<br> I got a lot of really good reviews on my fanfiction story. That made me very happy.<br> I'm going to Southend tomorrow...</p> <p>Love you people<br> xxx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/04/12/my-bloggle-4033915/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/04/12/my-bloggle-4033915/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/04/04/w00t-3996623/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-04-04:/2008/04/04/w00t-3996623/Fri, 04 Apr 2008 20:37:30 +0200 <p>Our computer is fixed!</p> <p>Annd, guess who can do about fifteen laps of backstroke and 7 of front stroke? I am proud of myself. I used to be terrified of water. I think everyone should have a party for the wonder that is me.<br> Ahem, ok, going a tad too far <img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/04/04/w00t-3996623/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/04/04/w00t-3996623/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/26/my-liife-3945130/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-03-26:/2008/03/26/my-liife-3945130/Wed, 26 Mar 2008 19:19:01 +0100 <p>Heeeey there</p> <p>well, our computers still broken, but there taking it away to be fixed tomorrow. Also have to see a dentist tomorrow. I actually like my dentist. I like having my teeth checked. I just hate having braces tightend.</p> <p>Went to two parties over the weekend. The first one was Seths 15th. Sleepover. Basically, 12 people, 10 stayed the night, four coupled out of these 12. So basically, I was lying on the floor... to my left a couple were making out... to my right, a couple were making out... and so on. Oh and I only had one hours sleep.<br> I also got a cold.<br> Saturday was Emilys, which was really nice. I was all set to leave an hour after I got there as 1: I thought it'd be a bit awkaward as I hardly know her friends, and 2: I was SO tired and illllll. But it was really fun. Her friends seem really nice. Especially Alice, she is so much like me it's weird. Only she's terrifingly nice.</p> <p>I can half do Butterfly stroke now. And I can do back and front. Go me. Went swimming with Amy today.</p> <p>Byebye </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/26/my-liife-3945130/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/26/my-liife-3945130/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/19/booay-3904761/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-03-19:/2008/03/19/booay-3904761/Wed, 19 Mar 2008 12:55:03 +0100 <p>So my internet is broken again. This time it's the hardrive, and we have to wait upto 28 days for them to fix it. So wahey for internet cafes. It's really annoying, because I seriously need internet access to run my weird little life. It's sad but true.</p> <p>I can swim seven laps of backstroke. So aparently I can do 25 yards.<br> Wahey. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/19/booay-3904761/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/19/booay-3904761/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/12/floating-3864350/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-03-12:/2008/03/12/floating-3864350/Wed, 12 Mar 2008 14:30:57 +0100 <p>I can float now.<br> Wahey.</p> <p>A rather differen't set of friends, ahhhhh, a oyster from a oyster stew, a steak that no one else could chew...</p> <p>ahem.<br> Yeeeah. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/12/floating-3864350/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/12/floating-3864350/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/10/ahem-yeah-3845344/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-03-10:/2008/03/10/ahem-yeah-3845344/Mon, 10 Mar 2008 01:09:39 +0100 <p>Honey I get it now, it was a game<br> don't worry, I understand completely<br> don't worry dear, I know your not in love<br> don't worry, my heart isin't really breaking<br> a aching limb, will go away.<br> It's not as if I look at your pictures<br> and trace each one with adoring eyes<br> it's not like I miss you at all<br> it's not like I go to bed and cry<br> oh, and it's not like I even really care<br> our connection was never really there<br> please don't treat me with an ounce of pity<br> even though, I know, you wouldn't anyway.<br> There are two differen't types of people in this world<br> the ones who cry, and the ones who go on smiling<br> the ones who cry get tiresome and no one likes them<br> the ones who smile are given genuine love<br> isin't that so? yes or no?<br> Being real isin't even that important<br> who cares about true happiness, anyway?<br> What matters is what everyone see's<br> maybe someday, I'll feel it inside<br> but not today. well that's ok.<br> I'll laugh and smile and be happy for you<br> hell, I knew you two were made for eachother<br> and of course, I'm oh so very happy<br> it's not as if I wish she would die.<br> Your costumes complimeant eachother<br> it's cute, in a way,<br> so much better than I could have been<br> still, maybe, some day... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/10/ahem-yeah-3845344/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/10/ahem-yeah-3845344/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/10/long-poem-thingy-3845328/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-03-10:/2008/03/10/long-poem-thingy-3845328/Mon, 10 Mar 2008 01:04:53 +0100 <p>Baby, nothings real<br> so don't pretend<br> you, my dear,<br> my sweet lovley friend<br> you know it's just a silly game<br> of make believe, to stop the pain<br> your just a body to pass the time<br> is that really such a horrible crime?<br> You spin me tales of love and hope<br> when all I want is a quick grope<br> you try to mix feelings and emotions<br> but honey, we're just going through the motions<br> you know I'd drop you in five seconds flat<br> if I found the one I really wanted<br> baby, it's harsh, it's sad, but it's true<br> I'll never be in love with you.<br> Let's just play games, even if<br> I leave without a goodbye kiss<br> it won't hurt too much<br> trust me, you'll live<br> you'll find someone with more to give<br> and you'll live life with a happy smile<br> I'm just a five minute walk of a long, long mile<br> please don't bother, don't pretend<br> I was only using you, my friend.<br> Emotions trickle in to late<br> the universe laughs at your sad fate<br> you see the one you never wanted<br> somehow shown in new light<br> you see the one you left behind<br> and you wish you could just rewind<br> back the the very first day<br> say something differen't, maybe?<br> Let's rewind, you see, I was wrong<br> it was you I wanted all along.<br> But it's too late, grow up and see<br> it would never have been you and me<br> like I said, it's all a game to pass the time<br> think of me as a drug, or a glass or wine<br> oh, it can be so much fun<br> but see what a silly thing you've done<br> you need someone real, living and breathing<br> not spending their lives in hateful decieving<br> I know your happy now, well good for you<br> and to hell with it, I'm happy to.<br> spinning lies everyday<br> hell, it's fun in a ... sort of way<br> of course I want to be real<br> try as I might, I still feel<br> but real emotions can be misleading<br> it's all, like me, oh so decieving<br> please don't let me mess up your life<br> go away, with your pretty real wife<br> she's happy, and oh, she loves you so<br> for gods sake, I'm fine, please just go<br> the cycle will never end you see<br> I know your going to be so happy<br> please don't think I'll take it away<br> or that I'll think of you everyday<br> it's in the past, no, it's not a lie<br> hell, it's not like I want to cry.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/10/long-poem-thingy-3845328/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/10/long-poem-thingy-3845328/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/07/yay-3828018/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-03-06:/2008/03/07/yay-3828018/Fri, 07 Mar 2008 00:30:26 +0100 <p>Wahey. </p> <p>I'm so happy I could just dance and sing. Ooh I love my life.</p> <p>If you can't read the sarcarsim I pity you. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/07/yay-3828018/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>sarcasmhttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/07/yay-3828018/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/05/wahey-3821863/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-03-05:/2008/03/05/wahey-3821863/Wed, 05 Mar 2008 20:32:01 +0100 <p>I can swim with arms now. I can do that front crawl thing properly. I still can't breath very well, but I can open my eyes under water, do a star float and stuff.</p> <p>Some lifeguard told me how to do my arms.</p> <p><img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>Torchwood today. <3 </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/05/wahey-3821863/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/05/wahey-3821863/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/02/wahey-3803338/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-03-01:/2008/03/02/wahey-3803338/Sun, 02 Mar 2008 00:35:53 +0100 <p>They wouldn't let me into the Sauna. I had to be over 16.<br> Screw them.<br> Adam G's party was ok. Not exactly a rave up (hah!) but meh. We played a board game. Oh god I'm so cool. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/02/wahey-3803338/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/03/02/wahey-3803338/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/29/title-3795168/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-02-28:/2008/02/29/title-3795168/Fri, 29 Feb 2008 00:21:47 +0100 <p>I want to go to a Sauna tomorrow.</p> <p>I've never been to a Sauna. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/29/title-3795168/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/29/title-3795168/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/27/life-3789686/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-02-27:/2008/02/27/life-3789686/Wed, 27 Feb 2008 20:45:51 +0100 <p>I'm ill again. Fan-freakin tastic. I went swimming and refused to swim without the thing. Meh. You know when you know you should and can do something but you just cannot make yourself do it?<br> On the plus side I'm getting on better with my mum. We still argue about everything and anything, but it's starting to be more... close. Like I randomly started having a conversation with her about boys. Something I hardly ever talked to her about.</p> <p>Club and dance tomorrow. Wa-hoo.</p> <p>I'm going to go and watch Everybody Hates Chris.</p> <p>byebye </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/27/life-3789686/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/27/life-3789686/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/26/poetry~3780936/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-02-25:/2008/02/26/poetry~3780936/Tue, 26 Feb 2008 00:31:36 +0100 <p>Don't try and cry, baby<br> don't turn and walk away<br> if you think you can face it, darling<br> why don't you stop there and stay?<br> You pretend your hearts breaking<br> you say your all alone<br> you say you spend your nights crying<br> and spend all day at home<br> your trying to win sympathy<br> warmth, generosity and empathy<br> your trying to get some prize<br> thats why you use that disguise.<br> Baby, tbh, your pathetic, you see<br> you think you can win both her and me<br> you think somehow you can have it all<br> and still complain you have nothing at all<br> you pray on little children<br> the young and old alike<br> basically, no one is safe<br> from your pervy sight.<br> Baby, did you really think<br> you could have it all<br> that you could act like such a freak<br> and still be all proud and tall?<br> You think you can be harsh<br> but you run from the truth<br> you think you can call me heartless<br> when all I am is aloof.<br> Baby I know you won't hear it<br> but here it is all the same<br> your nothing but a liar<br> playing a sad little game<br> grow up baby, grow up and see<br> see what your making your life be. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/26/poetry~3780936/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/26/poetry~3780936/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/25/wahey~3780832/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-02-25:/2008/02/25/wahey~3780832/Mon, 25 Feb 2008 23:58:06 +0100 <p>Conflict Resolution was fun. Dance was tyring but fun. I'm starting to get ill again but I've decided I will not get ill. I will be well tomorrow. Which is why I'm going to go to bed soon.<br> I also did something vaguely towards bueaty= I painted one hands nails. Not both, but one. And I'm going to brush my hair after it's dried. I over do things too much, either I'm incredibly vain and complain all the time and expect nothing but compliments, or I go the oppisit and have no care at all about what I look like, which isin't always good. I still won't wear makeup though. I am def. allergic to my old conceiler. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/25/wahey~3780832/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/25/wahey~3780832/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/24/liiife_eh~3775000/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-02-24:/2008/02/24/liiife_eh~3775000/Sun, 24 Feb 2008 21:14:21 +0100 <p>Wahey for life. Am starting back at GCSE stuff tomorrow. And all my classes are back on. It'll stop me eating so much. Seriously. I eat too much. I don't care about putting on weight, but I doubt it's healthy to eat as much chocolate.<br> I am starting to need orange juice. Seriously. I can't function without some orange juice. Some people are addicted to Cocain, Alcahol or Tobbaco... I'm addicted to Chocolate and Orange Juice.<br> Wahey.</p> <p>I need to stop being so harsh. It's annoying though, I'm actually telling people the truth but no one wants to hear it. But if you don't have a chance with someone, or you actually look rubbish in something, you should be able to listen to it. It's not like I'm trying to break your bloody life. I'm trying to help. </p> <p>I want a man of the midnight.<br> xxx</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/24/liiife_eh~3775000/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/24/liiife_eh~3775000/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/18/haha~3744903/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-02-18:/2008/02/18/haha~3744903/Mon, 18 Feb 2008 14:52:28 +0100 <p>I had actually forgotten how much fun it is to be lazy. I am enjoying reading books for a change. And watching TV. Haha. Seriously, I haven't been properly lazy and done nothing for ages. </p> <p>I'm not a fucking sex toy. You don't get the sex without the other shit. I'm sorry but I'm not like that anymore. If you want me, you get all or nothing.</p> <p> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/18/haha~3744903/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/18/haha~3744903/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/15/norfolk~3733930/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-02-15:/2008/02/15/norfolk~3733930/Fri, 15 Feb 2008 23:53:49 +0100 <p>Went to Norfolk today. Rob and Em's house is amazing. It's right by the sea and just wow.<br> And it was great seeing them too as well. I've never really talked to Em, but she's /really/ nice. And it's always nice to see Rob. He's such a nice boy it's actually weird.</p> <p>Byebyes </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/15/norfolk~3733930/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/15/norfolk~3733930/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/10/title~3706710/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-02-10:/2008/02/10/title~3706710/Sun, 10 Feb 2008 15:39:21 +0100 <p>Urgh. I am not drinking again. For a while. And when I do I WON'T chug champaign.</p> <p>It was nice seeing Emily and Saoirse, even if I brought them to a sort of normal/un otherwise club people hell where no one was sociable.<br> 'cos I'm just such a nice friend.<br> Ehhhhhh well.<br> Half term eh? </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/10/title~3706710/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/10/title~3706710/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/07/homewooork~3693796/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-02-07:/2008/02/07/homewooork~3693796/Thu, 07 Feb 2008 17:04:41 +0100 <p>FINALLY done my Sociology Homework. I actually did schoolie type stuff for about three hours. I got myself a proper folder and put all my stuff into it, I worked on my Lady Macbeth essay, I wrote a story (not sure if I'll give it in or not) and I did my sociology. Was going to do Latin but I need a break or I'll faint.<br> How the hell do schoolies manage this? One day and I'm ready to give up all education and live in a hut somewhere.<br> Maybe you get used to it. Makes me wonder how so many school friends get to be on MSN so much.</p> <p>Ball on Saturday <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0">, Saoirse, your meeting me and Logan and Keira at about.. I'd say 7:15 at Nottinghill gate station (on the centeral line), on Saturday, if nothing gets changed. Tell Emily eh?</p> <p>And Norwhich on sunday, I get to see Rob and Emily <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/07/homewooork~3693796/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/07/homewooork~3693796/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/06/argh~3687105/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-02-06:/2008/02/06/argh~3687105/Wed, 06 Feb 2008 11:19:25 +0100 <p>Wahey for blogging.</p> <p>I'm not very happy today. I'm going to eat food and watch DVDs.</p> <p>I'm in a creative mood, so I'll torture you people with some poems eh?</p> <p>Dreams come, dreams go<br> just smile, go with the flow<br> don't say you care<br> laugh and smile, float on air<br> no matter how much you go through<br> it's not enough<br> what do you have to do<br> to become tough?<br> Why do you want to become made of stone<br> nothing real, cold as ice?<br> If your cold inside and out<br> your really not alive at all.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/06/argh~3687105/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/06/argh~3687105/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/04/hmm~3679008/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-02-04:/2008/02/04/hmm~3679008/Mon, 04 Feb 2008 18:36:37 +0100 <p>I want to be happy. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/04/hmm~3679008/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/04/hmm~3679008/#commentshttp://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/04/he_could_be_that_boy_but_i_m_not_that_gi~3676189/tag:musical-darkness.blog.co.uk,2008-02-04:/2008/02/04/he_could_be_that_boy_but_i_m_not_that_gi~3676189/Mon, 04 Feb 2008 04:56:16 +0100 <p>I woke up coughing and feeling sick. I've been ill for about three weeks and it wasn't long before that that I was ill again.<br> This can't be healthy.</p> <p>Went to Aldershot yesterday. (sunday). was fun. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/04/he_could_be_that_boy_but_i_m_not_that_gi~3676189/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://musical-darkness.blog.co.uk/2008/02/04/he_could_be_that_boy_but_i_m_not_that_gi~3676189/#comments